Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sry. No pic today. Now feeling very... dunno how to describe. A feeling of anger, confusion, mostly anger. Just now had gz syf and we got gold with honours. Yea. Good. But dunno why now not happy at all. Just now, my mum was nagging blah blah. Then she kinda forgive me, for what I will not say. Too angry. Not my fault but have to get scolded. Yea. so she 'forgive' me then when I say I dunno how to do math (asked her on Sunday now still never bother to help) she sounded very... Means she is angry with me for sth then act blur. Then I say: exam coming liao still give me that kind of... Dunno wat's the prob with you. Then she say she just primary sch standard. Dunno wats her fcuking prob lah! Wth!
Chinese oral this fri, she still give this kind of attitude. Not the time to be angry for petty reasons lor. So childish. Which mother will do this?! Come back from syf so tired and just wanna rest a while then come back le then nag here scold there.
I really dun wanna be at home le. Sometimes, I wish I can stay in school. But if like that then my studies no hope le. Have to endure this house for the sake of my studies. Argh! My head so pain cuz of the anger! Wth! So many projects! This thurs have to present pw le, but haven't even memorise la.
Tmr most likely have bio presentation but just finished script and didn't even rehearse. Dun care. This thurs most likely oso have history presentation. Oso haven't rehearse. At all. Fcuk. Then exams damn near. Damn freaking stress. I just wanna sleep all day long without worrying bout the hw, tests, exams and projects.
How I wish life is free of worries and studies. But that life is just a dream that is totally impossible, unless you dun wanna live anymore. Yea. So is as good as impossible.
Blogging here, hoping can relieve stress. Working a little, but it does not stop the studies. I dun give a damn. I dun care! But I have no choice...
Chinese oral this fri, she still give this kind of attitude. Not the time to be angry for petty reasons lor. So childish. Which mother will do this?! Come back from syf so tired and just wanna rest a while then come back le then nag here scold there.
I really dun wanna be at home le. Sometimes, I wish I can stay in school. But if like that then my studies no hope le. Have to endure this house for the sake of my studies. Argh! My head so pain cuz of the anger! Wth! So many projects! This thurs have to present pw le, but haven't even memorise la.
Tmr most likely have bio presentation but just finished script and didn't even rehearse. Dun care. This thurs most likely oso have history presentation. Oso haven't rehearse. At all. Fcuk. Then exams damn near. Damn freaking stress. I just wanna sleep all day long without worrying bout the hw, tests, exams and projects.
How I wish life is free of worries and studies. But that life is just a dream that is totally impossible, unless you dun wanna live anymore. Yea. So is as good as impossible.
Blogging here, hoping can relieve stress. Working a little, but it does not stop the studies. I dun give a damn. I dun care! But I have no choice...
